求助以下的英文翻译，我英文不好。谢谢各位哥哥姐姐了。

Had not loved you
Love in this world is so messy, why do we love this two-year write off of you so? Although I rarely us what you ambiguous language, but does not mean I do not love you! Maybe I'm too self-assertion has been that those who can not represent what the language of abstraction. Do you not trust a woman of my life! My fault! I do not know the outcome is not punishing me! I am willing to be punished, but I do not want to let you leave me! I know I'm not good enough, you can call me, call me, I can tolerate it, you can not leave me alone! We have said we will have together anyway! Why did you leave me now, these two years we were together, I thought you were my all, I never want to leave you, no matter how I can do, eventually you will still leave me! Not want to lose have lost! I am a man now lost the meaning of life, I thought I could live a chic points, but no matter how I try, I can not do, you called me out of here, there are so many of our memories. How do I want to leave? Although this makes me very painful memories, after all, we loved each other once, used to be so happy, this love makes me laugh to tears. . I do not want that more vigorous extravagant love! ! I only hope to work with you in this life over flat Fanfan. Do not pursue every day had a very romantic, as long as you can live with you every day, is the most happy day! Without you, I had a very lonely, I'll be waiting! No matter how long I will wait and so I have to wait until you come back to me that day, because this life I just want to have! Maybe I'm not your favorite person in this life, but I want to be your last man in this life! Zhou Shumei, I can not forget you, I love you. .

看到英语，我就晕啊。写那么多，要找个高手才行，像我们这种不知要好多天，才弄得好额。

我也爱周淑梅！

自己翻译吧